Well, it has been more than a few weeks now & memories of the event still haunt me. I push through each day with a determination not to fall apart. I do my best to be strong. But instead of getting a little easier each day; it seems to be getting more difficult. It may also be going in and out of shock; about what we have been through. I know it will get easier; just a period of adjustment.
That all being said; I am still grateful for being alive and healthy. for being able to express my feelings. and for having such amazing friends in our lives; fully surrounding us with love and rallying for us.